Okay so I guess it's time I start updating more often. Not like anyone reads it, but whatever.lol. So Xanga has added new features since I have updated...uhh in september....lol. So school pretty much still sucks, I hate it, and I pray the days go faster and faster.

New things have happened since I have last wrote. I am now the president of the FFA, which I am very happy about. I have put dance on hold for a while to let my knee get better and because FFA , school, and babysitting were loading me down. This week is actually the only week I really don't have anything going on, its amazing, but boring at the same time. I babysit almost every weekend and sometimes during the week. I usually have a lot going on with FFA, like next week, that is going to be my life, if I am not doing something with FFA, which I have something everyday next week, I will be babysitting. ahhh.

So chemistry also pretty much sucks. It will be a miracle if I get a B in that class, which I would absolutly love to have an A, but there is no possible way I can get that, no matter how hard I study or go over the sections. Chemisry just doesn't come to me that easily, science never has and never will. But other than that class, all of my other classes I have A's in, which I am pretty happy about. I have an A+ in Spanish because its amazing and I love it and I understand it really well.

So I feel like I have been growing apart from one of my close friends. She has turned to drugs and different things that I don't want to do and don't feel like taking part in. All she wants to do is smoke pot or have sex. Which I don't know about you, but I have the rest of my life to do all of that, and I really don't want to ruin my brain at 15 while still in high school. People might think I am being a bitch about it, but I'm not. I just care about her, and I feel like she doesn't care about me anymore. We never talk on the phone and we hardly see each other anymore. Her grades keep falling and falling and at this rate she won't graduate or get into a decent college, which it isn't my place to tell her that, it is her parents, but she won't listen to them or me, so it doesn't matter anyway.

Anyway, my goal is to update at least once a week from now on. Don't shoot me if I don't. I will just try! lol.

<3Morgan

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Okay well haven't updated for a while, oops! lol.

Anywho...My oldest brother, Evan, leaves for college tomorrow! Sad day. I would be going with everyone, but no I have to take the fucking ISTEP, which sucks ass by the way. And tomorrow is also my other brothers 18th birthday, so yeah.

So school is going okay, ISTEP sucks, but whatever. I have dance class tonight, ugh.

I probably have to babysit this weekend, unless I get plans, so someone make plans with me! lol

Well I'm gunna go!

Lata Playas! haha

<3Morgan

Okay so my brother, Evan,  is in the hospital...

Friday night he went to the ER because Wednesday he got stung by like crazy bees and he like woke up Friday with hives all over his body and he was like crazy swelled up. So he was there for like 5 hours and they gave him medicene and sent him home. Well this morning he woke up and his lips were crazy swollen and he was really sore and it was bad. So once again he went to the ER. No one knows what is wrong with him because he has like sore joints and pain in the abdomin and a fever that will not go down, which aren't symtoms of an allergic reaction, and he has never had an allergic reation but he got stung my like bad bees, like 20 of them. Anyway, the doctor said to admit him imediatly, so they did. And he has been there since early this morning, and so have I. So I am beat...He probably has to stay there for a while.

When visiting hours were over I had to go to Wal-mart to get a binder for english and a calc. for Chemistry since mine decided to break. Well they didn't have the right calculator so tomorrow I have to go to Staples and get it. And like I needed a 3 inch binder for English but it was 10 dollars, and I wasn't going to spend 10 dollars on a freaking plastic binder so I got a 2 inch one for 4 dollars, which is still stupid...but whatever.

So I better take a shower and go to bed because we have school tomorrow...which sucks....

<3Morgan

So today was a little better of a day....

I love Spanish and Studyhall which are my last two blocks, so thats good. I have to memorize all this sound crap for Spanish for tomorrow and next Tuesday I have to say the alphebet, which I have like half way memorized....the ending is like way hard though...

World History is just boring and Chemistry is boring, but right after Chemistry is lunch so thats good. Right after lunch is English, which is the only class I really HATE. 1st because I have it with like no one, second because my teacher is crazy. She is nice, but crazy. Her hair is like stuck in the 80's, she probably goes through a can of hairspray a week. Anywho, I have to read a lot in that class I can already tell....which stinks but all well.

So I am getting ready to go babysit I will be back around 8ish and then I have to study a little bit for some quizes tomorrow. So lata playas

<3Morgan

Okay so first day of school was today....

It pretty much sucks.

World History is okay, I have a few friends but I hate history and I have a feeling it's going to be hard. Chemistry, ha, yeah I am going to fail that class..because I suck at that shit...Lunch....I have some friends, it's okay. English SUCKS, I have none of my friends in there and I only know a few of the people in there. I hate English and we have to have like 15 AR points every nine weeks, so 30 for the whole semester, which stinks because I get distracted really easy and can't concentrate on the book.

Anyway....Spanish is good, I have a lot of my friends in there and we laughed a lot....but I don't think me and Spanish are going to get along....I got a new Spanish name  though................       Me llamo Mercedes.....which means My Name is Mercedes

So I have a new name, thats pretty cool, haha.

Anyway study hall is okay. I have Coach O'Neal because he took Matthews place and we are aloud to talk and I talk to Tim Phlug( I have no idea how to spell that kids last name)! haha But he's great anyway! haha. But yeah I have a lot of freshmen in my study hall, all well though....

So this day has pretty much sucked...because school was bad and it took forever! I ordered a shirt off the net, but it was too big so I have to send it back and I was all confused about that , and my I tried to call my mom at work but no one would put me through, and I need to go to wal-mart for all this shit I need for classes like binders and I need a new scientific calculator because my old one broke and I need one for Chemistry...gosh I hate school.....

Well I suppose that is it...

Love ya'll

<3Morgan